The Worst Day Since Yesterday...

So still with the meh. I need to do something to break myself of this, but I am unsure as to what.

Basically I feel like a guy channel surfing and finding not only nothing good on, but just enough fake news crap and high handed religious programming to actually irritate him besides.

Which is no good.

Miranda's going out of town this weekend. Which is I suppose both good and bad. Good because she really wants a vacation and I could probably use some time to get some stuff done. Bad because she'll be gone and quite honestly I'm not sure I'll actually get anything done.

Man, I hate this.

I'm reasonably sure I'm actually depressed...as in if I went a specialist he'd say "Yeah, you're depressed." Which is not only a relatively rare state for me but since I'm also reasonably unsure how I got here I'm not sure how to get out.

So yeah...sucktastic.